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The Ballad Of The Spanish Amanda

by The Spanish Amanda

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1.
1600 Mexico 03:44
Words: Holed beneath the waterline There's nobody like you That's why you find it difficult To ever find a friend And you say it's a compromise But nothing starts or ends And nobody loves anybody all the time So you gave me back my freedom With my non-existent wedding ring And I trashed that BMW Thinking it was his And I thought that I'd recovered By the second week of January But over coffee in the morning You let my fingers do the talking It took you six months Just to learn to use the telephone But baby what am i to do..? Well, I'm not lonely any more 'Cos all the women in this city look like you I might have sabotaged your holiday But I didn't break your heart You abandoned it at twenty-two And it broke all by itself Well, we all talk to camera And we all share the pain But I was just the brick wall That you threw your head against Well, we both gave up cigarettes And somehow we survived The seedy little escapade That you sent in to Readers' Wives Where I was a lipstick lesbian And you were George III And for my fellow Americans I only have these words... It took you six months Just to learn to use the telephone But baby what am I to do..? Now I'm not lonely any more 'Cos all the cowboys in this city Walk like you, God knows they do You took a long time Just to lose your faith in television But baby what am I to do..? A provincial boy with no ambition But to sit beside you in your 1600 Mexico
2.
Go-Betweens 03:21
Words: Love does not run laughing to the bedroom Not for very long Love sits silent in the kitchen 'Til everyone has gone Some nights I hear you crying I know you hear me too But pop songs stole the language I need to comfort you, comfort you, comfort you Your town talks of murder and defeat I hear it walking down your street And your house is a fortress to keep us from happiness The doctors and the lawyers To whom we are indebted Their prescriptions and their promises Worth their weight in confetti Your friends, your colleagues and the magistrate All will have their say But a well-adjusted person embraces something pretty sick These days, these days, these days Your town talks of murder and defeat I hear it walking down your street And your house is a fortress to keep us from happiness Your town talks of murder and defeat I hear it walking down your street And your house is a fortress to keep us from happiness From happiness You go to places I can't reach I hear you talking in your sleep The dreams you chase beneath the streets To something less than happiness When all the rest was just the mess That I put up with to defeat your hatred And see you naked And give you babies Baby
3.
Words: Soon we will be sitting down And talking it all through We may yet end up in bed I guess that's up to you And I don't mind your silence Your anger is hypnotic And your apologies so rare They're erotic To me I taste your fear, it makes you real It's a sickening career And if there was a nuclear war You're the one that I'd come back for I really like your boyfriend And I think that he likes me But see the way he watches us So thoughtfully Among my friends there are a faction Who like to watch hot girl-girl action I just can't see the attraction When all I want is some interaction With you What else am I supposed to do..? What's a poor girl to aspire to..? You should finish what you came here to do I won't stop you Maybe you're still dreaming Maybe this is real Maybe you're still driving Asleep behind the wheel
4.
Words: All the crumpled sheets in all the hotel bedrooms I woke up to find you asleep in mine And it's time for a change of climate And I might book a flight to london and take you home A girl can get lost when she's too long on her own And she can fall into degenerate ways When she hasn't been sober in sixteen days She said to me 'You are the prince of Denmark Street And while you're very dear to me, you shall never be king' You say London is a sick old town And your solution is a simple one Take a bomb to the bank to the stocks and shares Float down to the people in the cold blue air Get the Tory councils against the wall Line them up and shoot them all Find the keys to all the flats they own And let the homeless people... go home We share cigarettes in Camden Town And your rum flows where my heart goes And you're sceptical of my drunken pathos Such a shame 'cos this is the way it feels to be me And you leave me no other way to be friendly I'm gallon drunk but I'm still empty Help me She said to me 'You are the prince of Denmark Street And while you're very dear to me, you shall never be king'
5.
Words: She wakes up this morning With a hard-on for the day Today she starts to reconcile Herself to her mistakes Silent shadows move across the ceiling And there'll be blood upon her hands before this evening The nights she gave herself to me Discretely, they're forgotten Those mapped upon her memory Or charted on her body But in the dark, the new boy will discover The signature carved on her heart by her former lover I have a feeling for you, son... She was born in sunshine I was born in snow I was fifteen months in the world without her Fifteen months alone But god knows, if I can't fight the feeling There'll be blood upon my hands before this evening Outro rap...
6.
Sunday Goes 03:42
Words: A turn of the ignition key And you could be away from me For goodness sake, the sun is warm We've said it all, you could be gone Now I know where you've been I read it in your magazine I will wait and you won't show Sunday comes and Sunday goes 'You only get one chance' you said And stretched yourself out on the bed I'd still have stayed if I had known It was a chance you gave to everyone Now that I wake up alone And let the morning fill the room Switching on the radio Sunday comes and Sunday goes I stole your coat and diaries To heal a painful memory Drove my car two hundred miles To where I first ran as a child And only trying to connect I get my mind and body wrecked Talking to your answerphone Sunday comes and Sunday goes
7.
Words: It's only just started for me But it's getting near the end The writing's on the toilet wall And the pen is in my hand I learned that graffiti off by heart But there never is or was a scene And all the people who look like me That I meet Turn out to be mean Seven months of this year I spent alone And no amount of benefits Is going to bring you home I never get on the bus With the vicar and the tart I resist their temptations Because I know they'll just tear us apart Like I know I'm a spare prick I'm a bad seed I've got shitty DNA And though you never phone or write me I know you want me anyway Seven months of this year I spent alone And no amount of Legal Aid Is going to bring you home Wealth and power Will not make your time go slower
8.
Words: All your former lovers - - I want to cut their throats But there are certain cases I'd revel in the most And all my future girlfriends You've put a curse on them There's women walking round you've never met Who you already hate And I Think it's time I called the dogs off And you took the gloves off And told me that we're through But this Doesn't mean That I don't love you And I wouldn't murder for you Like old friends do I lay in a fever For seven nights and days And I have visitations From Hitchcock and Hemingway And they pointed out to me That life is very short And it's time I spread some misery Into lives other than yours So I Think it's time I called the dogs off And you took the gloves off And told me that we're through But this Doesn't mean That I don't love you And I wouldn't murder for you Like old friends do Like old friends do
9.
Jackson Road 03:05
Words: You walked me off the railways And talked me into lunch And put your broken heart upon the table And I was reaching for my hat When you said, "You could be the one. Please don't be the one that gets away." And you said "Summer's on the way It's a breathless kind of day And I was hoping you might stay For good And we could live in Jackson Road I would hold you very close And you'd never be alone" You said. My eye fell for a moment on the stolen magazine A picture of a surfer boy in summer But memory comes call Like a hand across your face Your eyes, the skies that give the sea its colour And you said "Summer's on the way It's a breathless kind of day And I was hoping you might stay For good And we could live in Jackson Road And I would hold you very close And you'll never be alone" You said. And you said "Summer's on the way We'll go to Camden Town on Sundays And we'll piss the blues away For good And we could live in Jackson Road I would hold you very close And you'd never be alone" You said.
10.
Words: All the things you'd said and done It could have been the end But a sympathetic magistrate Is every girl's best friend And so we drank to freedom For fourteen hours or more I smoked forty Bensons' And was sick upon the dancefloor Is orange juice a mixer Or a drink in its own right..? We debate the issue Well into the night I want to wake up in your clothes And smell you in my hair And make love in the morning In the light from your old Frigidaire If Mister Buddha has his say It's all coming back your way Nothing in a needle And nothing up the nose Still won't keep a freedom junkie Off the road You want to sell the clothes and drugs And live beside the sea Pragmatic and fantastic As only you can be When I was so happy to be working I didn't think what I was doing I didn't see the lights go out I didn't hear you leaving But the babies that we never made Stranger than fuck That part of you belongs to me And you cannot have it back If Mister Buddha has his say It's all coming back your way You, and your mates
11.
Chasing Amy 05:06
Words: He took off his sweatshirt - instant Friday night We lay in his bed for hours getting ourselves straight And you know I took precautions with everyone but you And then took half a lifetime thinking it all through I was making love to Stephanie and thinking of you And now I don't know what matters more - - what you think or what you do You see I think of every time you put his sugar in my tea I saw him in your Chinese lanterns watching you and me And on the Munich telegraph we both went off the tracks And now I'll never fund the army i'd need to win you back So I'll make love to Stephanie while thinking of you And think about just what matters more - - what I feel or I do You were making love to Stephanie while thinking of me But Stephanie, she told me that it felt very real Yes it felt very real - but no one feels like you feel And I don't know who this will hurt the most It's easy being honest when you've nothing to reveal I stand before you naked (or at least that's how I feel) This one's from the heart, my dear, and this one's from the hips This is one from memory, and this is what you're going to miss I was making love to Stephanie while thinking of you And I don't know what matters more - - what you feel or you do I was making love to Stephanie while thinking of you And all the noises that you used to make She started making them, too (sounding just like you do) She said the things that you used to I look at her and I can see your face I was making love to Stephanie while thinking of you And I don't know what matters more - - what you feel or you do I was making love to Stephanie while thinking of you And now I'll spend my whole life Chasing Amy
12.
Bad For You 02:54
Words: Yes, I enjoyed our little chat And, yes, you made it crystal clear But if you think that that is that Then have another think, my dear Because I taped the conversation And sent a copy to your mum And your local TV station Will soon be getting... One of the things That everybody said Was you were bad for me Well, baby, yes, you know I think I'm bad for you as well I could be bad for you Still feel bad for you Lonely and sad for you as well In the face of your invective I was paralysed and weak Until my politics collective Became your politics unique For thus it's written in your letters And on the hoardings up above That to increase your market value You must kill the one you... Love was the thing That everybody said Would be so bad for us Well, baby, yes, I guess I feel sad for us as well Still feel sad for us Naked and mad for us And you want us back again But that won't be happening We're bad
13.
Words: "Those guys are right about you - you're money."

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August 2023:

The last batch of the 'early' SpanAm songs to be given a very light level-rectifying remaster (and who doesn't like their levels rectifying, once in a while..?) - so you can now listen to 'Rallye Sport', 'Dim Sum' and everything else on an endless loop without having to employ an in-house DJ to adjust the volume on the Binatone every 3 minutes. Hurrah..!! (And 'enjoy..!!'). H.

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November 2017:

This is a collection of favourites and oddments from The Spanish Amanda. We hope you enjoy them; feel free to get in touch if you do. Also on Bandcamp are some (earlier) songs by London Fields, and (later) songs by The Chickpea Darlings.

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released September 11, 2017

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The Spanish Amanda England, UK

The SpanAm: at it since the 90's & still UTTERLY UNCORRUPTED by success, recognition or fame..!!

(PS - *PLEASE* go visit our 'little sister' band, the Chickpea Darlings - thechickpeadarlings.bandcamp.com - they're completely divine...)
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